Dear Gideon.

If there’s any a better time to start some kind of road towards healing, i never knew it before 2am.

And what better way to start then by saying:

Words can be amazing, no one holds them with higher regard then the person they are directed towards.

I love you, and though that may never have been certain in your heart, i hope that by the time you are old enough to Google your own name that you find this journey and know No truer words have ever been spoken. I lost myself without you. I hope to make my choices more clear for you and in the process, learn to heal myself.
Your mother


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